i got rejected from my dream college this weekend. yup. i'm not really that upset because i'm still happy where i got in, and now i'm really motivated to work hard first semester and maybe try to transfer in. i don't really know, I just feel like this is my mount everest or something (if that makes sense). my dad told me he got rejected from there too when he was my age, and now i don't want to accept defeat not just for myself, but for him too. I don't know, I'm really trying not to wallow in anything anymore and instead try my hardest when things seem impossible. (basically, i'm trying to turn myself into an optimist.)
oh and by the way I'M GOING TO A PSYCHIC TODAY I CAN'T WAIT.